Please Accept My Apology

Please accept my apology
For loving you this much
I neglected to realize
You don't love me anymore. 

Please accept my apology
For the things I have said
Many times out of anger
My words did not reflect my heart

Please accept my apology
For holding on too long
I am a fool for forgetting
That you don't need me in your life

Please accept my apology
For not understanding how
You can go weeks at a time
Without hearing my voice

Please accept my apology
For having such high expectations
I pressed, squeezed, pushed too hard
My love only suffocated you

Please accept my apology
For the confusion that haunts my soul
It's been months since I've seen you
I'm sure you've forgotten "that" look

Please accept my apology
For missing you the way I do
I still long to touch you
To hold the woman who holds my heart

Please accept my apology
For writing you this poem
But words help to ease the pain
Of knowing I must move on

Please accept my apology
For still believing it could work
In fact, I know God would allow it to
But two hearts must be convinced of that


And please forgive me dear
For ever loving you
My heart is hollow, this has all changed me 
Think of me often ... 

We were so exact...now we fade away
And still you are in my heart
Only a few words could save this miracle
Are we an unanswered prayer?
My heart cries out to you
But, as has been the case for so long
You can do everything but answer
Silence is how I will remember you.

~Brad~